Saturday 28 May 2016

The Young India Fellowship. Period.

Living out of half a room for the past 317 days! :D

Is the world close to binary or infinity?
Yes/No or Beyond?

What is life?

What is happiness?

What is right?

What is wrong?

Is there a lot more than one can see?

Beyond right and wrong,
is there something that’s not both?

Is it just with me or against me?
Is there something in between?

Does this seem meta?

Oh yes! It is meta.
And it’s not just meta in isolation, it’s living, eating, drinking, sleeping and waking up to meta for a year.

I didn’t get one damn day to write a post for the past 317 days. 
Even now, I have a LONG to-do list, waiting for my hug.

One word. Fellowship.

It’s not the same for everyone, 
this brings me to one special thing about the fellowship - It gives you what you want to take.
Such a beauty it is.
If you don’t want anything, it won’t trouble you.
If you want something, it’s not a Mother Theresa,
it’s not going to come to your bed,
sing you a lullaby or tell you a fairytale to put you to sleep.
If you want something, it’ll fuck around with you.
It’ll punch you in the face, pour a bucket of water from the top of your head and say,
“Hey, welcome to the world, it’s not a fairytale anymore.” 

Waking up is a good thing right?
Considering the amount of uncertainty that is attached to sleep, we never know if we might doze off to a 20year sleep and wake up 40years old.
Waking up early in life & morning is good. :D

The questions I started this journey with, they are still there. 
For some, I’ve figured out a way.
For few more, they are more complicated today.

But the way I look at the world has changed.
There’s an element of substance added to my glasses.
The world is never going to be what it was before.
There’s a human element added to every frame.
Detailing was never as much fun.
Deciphering was never as thought provoking as it is now.
Judging has dropped from Everest to its base-camp.
The importance of understanding has risen from deep sea to sky high. 
Objective outlook is overtaking the subjective inhibitions.
Contradictions are a part of life.
Achievements are always a work in progress.#WIP
Repercussions. Revelations. Realizations. 
They all happen.
One after the other.
An ever building, ever growing, holistic understanding of the world is in progress.#WIP
A concoction of meta and material.
An epiphany right in the middle of a cacophony.
Big things. Heavy thoughts.
And this doesn’t stop. 
They are all triggered enough to continue for life.

Summary - Lost & Found.
Completely found?
Isn't that always a #WIP? 
It's more exciting that way! :D

P.S - End is nearing.
‘Feel is coming.’
#FellowshipNeverEnds?
#RealizationIsAPartOfTheFellowship :D