He is (for that matter he or she ,any reference wouldn't make a deal or break one, but for the mere reason that I'm comfortable with the reference he ,I shall continue to do so) my best friend. I talk to him often and it feels SO good when i do it.May be because he's the best version of all my listening sources or rather because he wouldn't ignore me whatever I speak of and how long i go on.Anything for that matter,however boring it gets.
A trusted entity who would perfectly absorb or atleast lessen my grief whatsoever, by assuring unfailingly that I'm not alone in my journey through this mighty world.He's always next to me - watching,analysing and answering most of the questions through my own subconscious. (:
All this put in a line - He resides in my brain,within me,my ownself.
Being a human entity,may be less superior than the one who created earth,if it were he who initiated the Biggie Banggie Theory - I often get knocked down when it comes to a major decision in life,mostly when the decision is like getting a tattoo done on the face.(precisely I'm talking about my face,it would rather be fun or grose depending upon what the tattoo is, to look at someone else who's getting it done!)
P.S : I'm in no way interested in tattoo's,that's just an example.
That is when I resort to private chatting with him.Talking talking and talking until I get bored and exhausted or may be if luck favours - find a solution,because in the end it's me who has to get tired and stop, he never shows any distress or boredom, from his side - its just a small smirk that I visualize most often, nothing beyond that.He never gets angry and hes never judgemental. SO the time is all mine and he's always beside/within(however you frame it) me I can go on and off whenever-wherever-however from far off lands to deep underground.
From talking about a new chocolate to buying a new car. Precisely Anything and Everything. A mobile feel good station. A voice saying - "I'm there with you,within you . I'm the finest form of you my friend . You'll reach me when you reach the finest form of your own self." (:
In the long run its the purest form of friendship or a finest relation with the one who wants you to be as good as he is ( Like "Moma" "Daddy" "Elder brother" "Elder sister" *somehow im restricted to see him in a form elder to me as my logical part of brain says - may be people who have been on the journey for more amount of time than you ; might have faced more than what you do,so there's always something to learn from them*),who contantly gives you thunder jolts to realise you're going in the wrong path and he who helps you to get back to the main stream to find the purpose of your existence.
Discovering yourself is the foremost way you can appreciate the divinity that resides within you.
